i am not

What is the fight
I need to fight
Each battle a war
Fought with thought
I am not love anymore

Untouchable intangible
Water slips through fingers
Relating as waves relate
Crashing out to nowhere
I am not the sea anymore

Never skin together
Daydreams tease and taunt
This useless brain
Useless skin
I am not a lover anymore

Looking to the sky
Black as death now
Darkness emptied
Star sucked infinity
I am not space anymore

Caring to my core
For inanimation
Spinning with no one catching
Against my will
I am not friend anymore

I want to fight
Not knowing how
Or what else I can do
My love
I am not going to fight anymore